A failure...

Exam is finally over! Hmmm, life is a hectic for me but almost everyday I wasting my time doing rubbish things other than taking out my books to study ;/ Sigh~ My parents are nagging me and complain all the time saying that I didn't study. Anyway, the results are out.
Ha! Fail fail fail :) Who shall I blame? Of course, ME! XD




Come to my surprise, I felt kinda disappointed. Usually I won't care at all but this time, it means war!  SPM is coming nearer and nearer, and now we are just having intervention exam. If i'm not mistaken First Semester SPM would be this coming april or end of april, i'm so damn eff nervous, seriously :(  I don't wanna disappoint my family, especially my mom. She gave me full support by going tuition class ; go for seminars etc... She really had high hopes on me and hope that I'll find a good job in the future. She also did plan IF I can't study or get good grades, she told me to enroll some kind of language course and be a translator instate. I did thought about it. Sigh, this kind of mom where to find. 


Sigh, not to say I over emotion or what, is that I really was shocked that my marks came out to my surprise. I almost fail all of my subject and literally my English passed, 44%, is it good for an English educated background?  I really have the feeling to just drop down and cry. I told my family about it and their expression was like HOW CAN? ARE YOU CRAZY....  
Damn disappointment...  


This few days don't know is my hormone or what, I felt super emotion and don't feel like speaking out. Even my MR K. felt the same feeling that is it I have anything wrong. I just kept silence. Sigh, what to do?  People also tease me for my shortness and I care for what people said about it. DAMN! 


I'm really sick of being this way :(  Is it because of my results ? 








I gave myself a goal. I want to achieve a good result for my family to see. I want to prove
to them I'm not that useless.  I hope I really can do it ;/ I won't give up!




Mr K. <3
Sometimes I know i'm really stupid and always made you mad. I hope you understand that my mind is not that fast to understand and not mature. You tolerate most of my temper and just kept quiet. I hope our relationship can grow longer and far. I just hope that nothing will change <3






Blog ? Facebook ?  Don't want to waste so much time on it anymore.
Seriously, Facebook ruined my life, sigh...

17&18/3/12 Trip to Awanmulan, Seremban

Phew! So many photos to upload but I did manage to upload all up :)

Say thanks to SuzieTeh! Haha, just joking. Anyway, I promised you guys before that I 

would update my 2d1n trip to Seremban. & I did update about it. So here we go.....

17.3.2012 Day1

Woke up early at around 8+ to get ready and put our belongings in the car. Head over

to dear's place to pick him up too ^^ Get to see the person you love in the morning 

its so AWESOME! <3  We had our light breakfast @ Puchong Dim Sum. After-all, we're

on our way to Awanmulan, Seremban!

Distance to Seremban is around 1~1 1/2 hour drive. Wouldn't be long and tiring.

Met up with my ah sou's friends and off we go to Awanmulan :)

The place is located up on the mountain and its kinda cooling. We reached around

10am and we rested ourselves and take a look around.

Pictures timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 

The entrance

Walking down to our chalet 

Our bedroom

The shower 

p/s the bathroom is open air :)

Living Room

Chilling place

Kitchen

The cooling pool <3

Barbecue area

Went and walked around with dear and we chilled at the pool area. Such a hot

weather @@ Dear and I took quite some pictures. 

Me :)))))

How pale is my face is @@

Due to the HOT weather, we went inside and helped out to get ready for night 

barbecue!

Saw the only guy in the picture? That is my ah sou's secondary mate. 

His name is KEN LIM XD So familiar? Yeah, same name as my dear. His kinda a funny guy and friendly! Really Friendly!

Making Saladddd

Swimming timeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Since don't know how long I've not been in the pool, this is my very first time swimming in it. So refreshing and cooling, teehee. Kena photo captured by my dear <3

But I only upload one cause due to OTHERS are kinda pale o.o So no pictures xD

After a long day of refreshing swim, the guys are readying for barbecue. The guy in the white shirt is my brother. 

Sausages :))))

* Thanks dear for taking out the well-burn parts <3

Me & dear spend our night watching dvd from bro's laptop. 

Who we are? K & S <3 

18.3.2012 Day2

The next morning we woke up early to go hiking in the forest. It was fun and adventurous!

I think I burn some weight, HAHA!  

Pancake <3

Delightful breakfast

Hiking in the woods

HAHA this is epic xD

What's with the peace (Y) 

I enjoyed my trip so much, especially my dear came along. He took really good care 
of me during the trip.
Thanks baby dear <3  




Gotta get ready & we are having KOREAN BBQ :)
Thanks to my brotherrrr <3